Today was well, interesting to sat the least. Though it wasn't bad it was actually a pretty good day. I also didn't end up doing a tarot
pull yesterday or this morning but I did a nighttime one that I'll be sharing at the bottom of this post along with another I found.
Today was Thanksgiving but my fiance, their family, and I aren't a huge fan of it due to the actual history behind it so today we spent
at the Laugh Factory. It was honestly really enjoyable even though my anxiety was off the charts. I actually also got called Sir by someone
which was very Euphoric. That sadly didn't last too long because of accidental misgendering in conversation with my fiance's family but
I know they are really trying their best with it.
Today's tarot pull was honestly confusing for me to understand but I am quite tired and it's a new type of spread to me so that's probably
why.
Card 1 - Reflect on a positive of the day.
For this I got Ace of Spheres (Reversed) which talks about delay and difficulty getting started. At first I wasn't sure what this
meant since it was supposed to be the positive of the day.
Card 4 - Clarificaion for Card 1.
For this I got The Hermit (Reversed) which is about lonliness, escapism, depression, and feeling like an outcast. After pulling this
card I believe what it's telling me is that the positive of this is even though I felt this way when I woke up this morning I didn't
let it hold me back from the experience of today. Both yesterday and this morning I heavily debated not going due to really bad
anxiety.
Card 2 - Reflect on a challenge of the day.
For this I got Wheel of Fortune (Upright) which I believe is referring to how I don't like change or even moving forward really. I'm
scared of the future and interacting with people and today was a change compared to what I'm used to.
Card 3 - How do these reflections help me grow?
Finally for this I got King of Wands (Reversed) this really confused me at first but I believe it's talking about my impatientness. I'm
quick to worry and panic and going out more and doing more is probably what is best for me. Even if I'm being dragged by my fiance, metaphorically
speaking. They don't force me to go to anything of course I mean it playfully.
After getting home it was the usual of hopping on Dead by Daylight because that's been my hyperfixation as of late. The Houndmaster and Taurie
released today and it was really exciting. I immediately dressed up my Dwight in his dog walker outfit and made an effort to pet the
dogs. The first houndmaster we got gave us a few minutes in the start to pet the dog then she turned away so we could all run off. I sadly
didn't survive that match but that's okay because I got to pet the dog. The second houndmaster we got played fully friendly and in the
end I sent out my friends and let her have the mori since she didn't hook or injure anyone all game. After that the houndmasters were
mostly playing serious but the friendly interactions were really lovely and made my night.
Now onto the tarot spreads!
Before Bed Spread
Card 1 - Reflect on a positive of the day.Card 2 - Reflect on a challenge of the day.
Card 3 - How do these reflections help me grow?
Reflection Spread
Card 1 - What am I focusing on too much?Card 2 - What do I need to focus on more?
Card 3 - How can I support myself right now?
Thank you for reading!
